full grown

Did somebody slip some pot into my Subway sandwich? I have had the worst case of the munchies. Of course, for carb heavy, salty food. I am really trying hard not to give in, or at least not give in much.

I went to my brother’s birthday party today and managed to only eat a couple of wheat thins, about a tablespoon of his girlfriend’s famous spinach artichoke dip, a couple of small cubes of some sort of white cheese and some broccoli and baby carrots. I avoided the cake.

I felt ravenous when I got home and I tried to be happy with what we had for dinner, which was lean sirloin, green beans and brown rice with Veri Veri Teryaki Sauce made by Soy Vay. (delish)

I ate one of my program bars and then gave into a tortilla with lowfat cheese and hot sauce.

I have vowed to have nothing else tonight even though, incredibly, my stomach is growling and I really want some ice cream. I am also vowing that tomorrow I am laying off the carbs and focusing on healthy protien, veggies and fruit. Maybe I just need to detox.

Sigh, I keep hoping this will get easier, but, I know it won’t.

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